Im glad that I can sense your presense again. These 48 hours is the toughest period of time ever. I had never experienced anything like this before, and will never ever wanna experience this again. Im so down that I can't concentrate on work, I can't think. My RAM is all jammed up with you. I seriously don't know what happened which makes you ignore me. But Im no longer interested to know anymore. Its already the past. What I can do now is guai guai and listen to you. I promise I won't do things my way again. Like i mention before, I don't need any treats or whatsoever. Being able to get in contact with you through whatsapp is enough already. After all these ignoring and stuff I have finally learnt how to be easily contented.
I was even thinking that I should make a TV program like those survival kind of shows. And I will tell stories of how hard the 48hours was. How much I miss you and how much I wish you would come back.
I even tried to make myself busy by going out riding so that it would ease the pain, but it seems like it won't work. I almost got into an accident for trying to be funny. I was so scared that after that I stopped being funny already. Im so worried that I will die and I won't be able to wait for you anymore.
Im gonna stop messing around with bikes so much already, I find it kind of not worth it. I just want to be home safely to use my phone to chat with you.
Last but not least, you really made my day today!(all the treats)
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