Tuesday, May 7, 2013

23/12/2012

From:JiaHao Tan (jiahao_tan_1990@hotmail.com)
Sent: 23 December 2012 00: 49AM
To: I don't know you
You know like you mentioned that I don't tell you stuffs that I tell you in msg is because I really don't wanna make you uncomfortable. Though I really feel like telling you face to face, that way I can prove to you that im not joking. There are just some facts that too many people around says but some just say it cuz they wanna win the girl's heart. But I look at things differently. I don't act like another person infront of you, I just wanna be transparent with you. I wanna tell you everything I wanna tell you in person. I don't wanna hide anything from you. Likewise I hope you won't mind sharing stuffs that made you sad, that way I can share the load with you and you won't feel that you are alone having to face any problems.

I know alot of people will show every pattern they have just to win a girl's heart like i mentioned earlier but im serious about you. Im not the type of person that have a few girls in one mind. I just cant do that and I wont bother to find out how to do that. Its just not my style/character or whatever you call it. The dog tag you saw is just a for memorial purpose just like world war 2 memorial. It doesn't mean anything now already. I had it on my car keys all along before I even know you and I didnt quite realise it was there. But now that memory is being overwrite by a thumbdrive already. You can learn scuba diving to find back that dog tag now. Im telling you all this is because I wanna gain your trust not because I wanna find excuses.

Look at life through the windshield, not the rear view mirror =)

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